Poems omnomnom

Uhm.. hello =))))) It's been 22 days since I last posted something here. Ha ha. I have nothing to share for the past three weeks, anyway. so.... POEMS. 'Tis our lesson in English today and I find myself making this blog instead of reviewing for our long test tomorrow. Anyhow, here are some of what I made. :) teehee! Yes, I know it's so shallow and everything.

1. Five Senses Poem

Red is love,
It sounds and rhymes with the word 'dove'.
Love tastes somewhat bittersweet,
Yet smells so lovely and keeps my sense of smell pleased.
It looks like chaos and at the same time, serenity.
Makes me feel like I'm listening to a melody.

2. "Diamante" Poem

War
Hate, mad
Fighting, killing, betraying
Chaos, fight, punch, kill
Peacemaking, loving, helping
Love, calm
Peace

3. Cinquain Poem

Alone
Lonely, unwanted
Driven away, avoiding, hating
Avoided like a void.
Solitary

4. Color Poem

Black

Black is chaos, evil and darkness.
Black is the taste of bitterness.
Intoxicating smell and a damp space smells black.
Doing something bad makes me feel black
Black sounds of mournful cries and screams.
Black is a cave, sewer, and a dark space without any light beams.
Mourning is black.
Chaos is also black.
Black is taunting.



Yeah... so that's some of it. :3 kroo. WAIT DERS MORE =)))))))))))))))))) choss. Now, this poem just popped up in my mind suddenly and.. I decided to expand it. It is quite... I dunno, corny. :3 Nyaha okay, so, here it goes...



Alone.

'Tis what I feel all the time,
'Specially now, while I'm trying my best to make this stupid poem rhyme.
I try to put a smile on my face but to no avail,
I always end up crying myself to sleep, that's where I fail.

I always try to show everyone that I'm jolly,
As if nothing was wrong in my life.
But, sometimes I breakdown so suddenly,
I don't know if I can still handle this at all.

If you're reading this, you might say this is corny.
Even ignore this poem and your reason might be "It doesn't give me chills to the bone."
But, this is more than just a poem, you see....
If you just look straight into my eyes and search more deeply.


^ asdasasdadandanddanasnanadnana ugh ISANG MALAKING KAHIHIYAN!!



okay, that's all. =)))))) heh. okay goodnight bye. I can't wait for Friday ugh.

random stuffs. :)

hola!! :) so I have nothing to write today (BOO!!) but yeah, I'll just show you some quotes and pictures and gifs I get from tumblr and I dunno what to do right now... ugh I'm bored. okayyzz =))

source: tumblr, tumblr, tumblr, tumblr, tumblr =)))))))) (i donut own anything)



















































































aaaaand that's all folks! I'm tired alreadyy. :3 look here for more:

http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/quotes
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everything affects everything

Babala: Ito'y maikli lamang sapagkat ako'y naglalabas lamang ng sama ng loob. Maraming salamat sa kooperasyon. :) >:D<

"everything affects everything."


So... yeah, hello. Dinelete ko yung 3rd post ko then binalik din. wut =))))))) Habang sinusulat ko 'to, may fireworks show sa may window namin. Ang astig. Okay share, wala lungs. :) okii, let's get seriouuus.



Th1rteen R3asons Why by Jay Asher. Tungkol siya kay Hannah Baker, nag suicide siya tas yung reasons (thirteen, to be exact. lels) kung bakit siya nagsuicide ay nasa cassette tape. :) astig no'.

'Di ko sinasabi na mags'suicide ako. Oh no. Sin yun. O:) nakakarelate ako sa kanya kasi 'di porket mababaw na ang isang bagay para sa isang tao, akala nya mamabaw na yun para sa tingin ng lahat. =))))))))))))))))) gaya ng blog. Eheminems. =)) nyaha. bakit nga ba ako gumawa ng blog? lagi kong tanong yan sa sarili ko. pede naman kasing ilagay ko nalang 'tong mga ideas and thoughts na ito sa isang diary or journal or notebook or wat dibuh. :) pero.. i dunno... gumawa siguro ako nito kasi gusto ko i'share yung thoughts ko sa iba. to know kung ako lang ba nakakaisip nito or meron pang mga iba jan na nararamdaman din yung nararamdaman ko. dito ko rin binubuhos yung mga dinadamdam ko... yung mga 'di ko masabi sa buong mundo kaya ine'express ko through writing. =))))))))))) and all it takes is one person to ruin everything.

nyaha alam mo kung sino ka. :) kung sa tingin mo parang biro lang yung ginawa mo, well siguro para sayo mababaw lang pero para sakin mas deep pa dun sa inaakala mo. :) yan ah, ang daming smiley lels. 'di ko na sure siguro kung mailalabas ko dito yung mga gusto kong sabihin na 'di ko magawa in personal. salamat ah. salamat sa pagtanggal ng self-confidence ko pagdating sa pagsulat.



oops, sorry for the bad finger. :) that person deserves it though.



p.s. eto yung link nung third nyaha :) http://relexdawggg.blogspot.com/2012/11/iz-dis-real-or-just-anader-crush_17.html

iz dis real or just anader crush? =))

What is crush? :))

crush, n.  temporary love of an adolescent; infatuation

err okay so... crush. nakakain ba yun? =))))))))))))))))))))))))) ugh oo, masarap magkaroon ng crush. kasi may inspiration ka para pumasok sa school at tiisin ang sandamakmak na subjects para malapitan, matitigan, maamoy, or... makausap siya. :) naks kilig to da booones. pero minsan masakit din. lalo na 'pag... iba pala yung gusto ng crush mo.

ge laslas ka nalang teh. =)))))))))))) lels.

kaya ko ginawa 'tong blog na to dahil "nasaktan" akoo ngayon. wow drama ng buhay. :) pero siyempre tao ako kaya ice lang na maramdaman ko to. crush lang naman eh. madami pang iba jaan. dis is just infatuation. hehezz =)) so yun. ang iklii kroo :( wala akong mapaglabasan eh. kaya ayun. pero pag crush, crush lang. wag seryosohin. at wag din umasa, dahil nakakamatay. wink wink!!

kaya kung di ka gusto ng crush mo, sus loss nya yun. :> joke hehezz it's just part of your life tsaka ice na rin yun kasi alam mong hindi pa siya yung nilaan ni Lord para sayo. ;) just keep it simple. live. laugh. love. wag maging seryoso, jusko paulit ulit nako sa sinasabi ko nyaha. =)) aaand isa pa, we're still younggg. :) si Lord muna unahin tapos grades tapos pagkain bago yang lablyf na yan. Di ka niyan bubuhayin. XD

okay, i'm outta here. ~

AMALAYER =))

"SO NOW, YOU'RE MAKING ME LOOK LIKE AMALAYER?! SO AMALAYER?! SO YOU'RE TELLING ME AMALAYER?!" -Paula Jamie Salvosa

NOH. Amadovegirl and I labet. =))))))))))) lol so... who is Paula Jamie Salvosa?

siya yung sa lumalaganap na #Amalayer videooooos. siyempre, madami nang nakakaalam nito. =)) trending worldwide ba naman eh. pero, kung kayo yung nasa position ni Salvosa, ano mararamdaman ninyo? :) ang gasgas na nitong 'amalayer' na ito. sobra. so pleaaase STAAAHP. kawawa na yung tao. dahil sa nangyari ngayon, parang nagcrash yung pagkatao niya in a blink of an eye.



^lol random. =)) Anyway, I know na hindi tama yung ginawa niya dun sa lady guard pero, NOBODY'S PERFECT. =)) dibuh lahat naman tayong tao ay nagkakamali so why judge her? Tao siya. May feelings siya. Masakit din yun. Tas super OA na yung nangyayari sa kanya kasi, nakakareceive na daw siya ng mga death threats and everything. WOOH OA NA TALAGA. HEHEZZ =)) so yeah, yun lang. I know na ako mismo, I made fun of her nung una kong nakita yung video. Pero habang tumatagal yung issue, naawa na ako. Ilagay niyo nalang yung sarili niyo sa pwesto niya, kasi, kawawa nga. lol redundant. =))



Okay yun lang, wala akong ma-blog eh. :3 I hope this running taco will suffice. :3



out!!

ba't ganun?

"I guess we fell apart in a usual way, and the story's got dust on every page."

THIS. :( =)) lol so uhm...



first post ever. Kinakabahan ako dahil baka may makabasa tapos mainis sakin tapos batuhin ako ng kamatis or.... wala talagang bumasa. :( pero kung may nagbabasa nito ngayon, ERMEGLOB AYLABYOU SO MATS TENKYU =))) hehezz so anyway, let's get serious.



ba't ganun?

yung taong ka-close mo dati, parang, wala, acquaintance mo nalang ngayon. Tipong dati magkausap kayo araw-araw tas ngayon hanggang "hi" "hello" nalang kayo. Bakit ba nangyayari yun? Ba't kelangan pa lumayo nung isa? 'Di yun fair. =)) naks, may pinaghuhugutan. Based on experience eh. =))))) ugh so yuuun. BAKIT KA PA LALAPIT-LAPIT AT MAKIKIPAGCLOSE ISANG TAO KUNG IIWAN MO RIN SIYA BIGLA SA ERE? Bakit bigla kang iiwas? 'Wag ganun. :) pinaasa mo lang yung tao, saklap. Tagos sa puso. Sakit sa bangs. Maiiwan mo lang yung tao na frustrated. Pag-iisipin mo siya ng napakalalim. Iisipin niya, "ano bang ginawa kong mali?" tapos pahihirapan mo rin siya. Kasi nga naging close na kayo kaya mahirap sa kanya umiwas at mag-act na parang okay lang sa kanya, na parang walang nangyari.



May feelings din naman yung tao eh. Oo, friends parin kayo pero.... may barrier na. Di na yun babalik sa dati. So, result? Yung taong naiwan sa ere ay na-frustrate ng bonggang-bongga at 'di maka-move on dahil gusto niya yung nangyayari before. Yung walang ilangan. No worries. Yung tipong that person can be whatever he wants to be pag magkausap kayo. Pero.... wala eh, nasayang. :)

Malay mo yung tao na yun ikaw nalang yung tanging napaglalabasan ng feelings niya tapos iniwan mo pa siya.

nakakainis mehe. :3 =))



okay soooooo yun langg. ang ikli pala, maygahd. :O pero wala na akong mailalabas pa. =)) this is like.... poopy thoughts. okay gross. time check: 10:19 pm. so... yeah.




Okay ano na? =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) kpop. kbye. ~


"Consistency. That's all I ask of you. When you stop showing you care, when you put in less efforts in the conversation, eventually it's gonna grow into something worse. Something both of us never intended to happen. I don't want you to drift away from me, neither do I want us to end up regretting taking each other for granted. I need consistency, that maybe you won't wake up one day and feel differently. It scares me to know that people change, and feelings fade. " - 500 days of summer ♥